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never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Monday, December 19, 2005
Are you or are you not.
I am here again.
I don't really know why.
Walked a mile.
Only to discover I was actually walking in a huge circle.
Denying was all I knew what was right.
You are everything that I needed.
Took me in your arms.
Held me through the night.
And yet …
I don't really know what I left you - in the very first place.
The space in my heart you once dominated.
Never really got replaced.
Its still there.
Like a vacant lot.
Just like how it had always been.
I was wrong.
I never knew.
Time's up for playing.
Its over.
Plan B has got to work.
Or I am done for good.
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Let's see … I have not been updating for the longest time. For reasons like so many farking things have been taking place to the extent that I do not know how to handle it. All at one go. Just like how things always come and go for me. - nice one.
Life has been treating me quite well … and I kinda love it this way. Simple. If I want to head out. I'd just … Go. The only people you have to answer to is my parents … Which … Are sometimes more bitchy then you think that could even be. I like/love hanging out with Esther aka my secretary and Denyse aka 'too many names', Ah hue aka Tiff and my niece !!! Natasha. Heh.
BRING ON THE POOL !!! I can 'tok' !!! Aka curve ball !!! Woot.
I would like to address an issue to my dear ones like WENNY YEO … that I so miss their farking arses - BIG TIME. And I so wish to spend more time with them because I know they are all so important to me. We got to head out sometime. Not like you guys don't read or even worse … not know how important you guys are to me !!! REMEMBER !!! WE NEED TO HEAD OUT !!! *grins.
The second issue is that … I am going to be going on a clubbing spree. - you know the usual. If I go … I don't exactly want or wish to bump into people. Its just weird. No pun intended here.
Anyways … its ladies night at momo for me this Wednesday then CHINA BLACK THIS FRIDAY and … Saturday … still in the process of thinking and on Sunday … its ZOUK. I want to head to MOS. And before I even got my arse there … I already know the crew who's in charge of the music aka bass aka SOUND SYSTEM there. Not bad eh ??? :)
Third issue of which I find the most important. I AM NOT GOING TO CHURCH OR GOING TO THE MOSQUE OR WHAT SO EVER. I am not a free thinker … and its not by choice. I do believe in a higher being. But not that , that you would even understand. Its all the mind and the culture and the environment that we stupid human beings are left to live with. Think about it … if you were not brought up to believe , if you were not brought up to think … Would you think of your god as, well … Your god ??? Would you ???
Okie I think that I have preached enough.
I love you guys. :)
\kaye.
I know what I am doing might not be orthodox.
Its wrong to still be in denial.
But its even worse if the person you fall back in love with …
If some what responding.
And yet you don't really know.
memories locked at Monday, December 19, 2005
all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
entries;
profile;
shouts;
plugs;
past;
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