Friday, August 03, 2007
keep telling myself that -
it was all worth while. i know its not. everyone around me knows that , during that period in time
i was the worst. in a state no one saw and no one wants to remember me by.
i was nothing of now. everyday was a dread , worse than now.
i never liked being anywhere. i only liked be home and drinking myself away.
side effects ???
PLENTY.what have you turned into.
what have you become. you were not worth it. why do i bother bothering about you.
i don't get it. its fucking irritating that you turned into a bitch. i saw the signs but i didnt listen.
so much for gut feeling.all your empty lies. those nights.
i clearly forgot till now. you can keep coming back to me.
but a single communicative line now turns into dust. tell me ; wait. maybe not.
shit happens. and that shit just happens to be you. (as said by wei.)
yes i know she aint good for me.
she never was. so much for it.
keep psycho-ing myself.'it was worth it'.kaaye\.- those empty lies.
memories locked at Friday, August 03, 2007