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never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Monday, January 23, 2006
How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.=okie. i just got to know something yesterday ... lost is a word you cannot discribe. of which you can only feel. ha ha. believe it or not i got it from a stupid movie !!! ha ha. and the person who wrote that on a particular wall ... wrote another 3 words. but scratched them off. cause it can only be felt. so say the author. and frankly ... i think so too. what say you ???ha ha. went out yesterday. and the many yesterday's before that. heh. haven't been updating. cause i fark hell not know what the hell to say. heh. anyways ... i am so into this wine place. its called wine connection. you can sit there , drink and be merry. ha ha. nonsense. ohh wells. i love the cheese platter there though. :) next week's THUMPER !!! nina kindly asked me to go ... and i think that i might be going. heh. cause like ... its my first time. i guess there is a first time for everything. considering ... its been a long time since i have been to a NEW club. ha ha. :) and this is going to be a lessie night ??? which makes it all the better. pts better be coming along. so yeah !!!tomorrow's bro's 19th birthday and as usual ... when it just hit me that i am 18 ... she is turning 19. ha ha. should be heading out and everything. heh. damn it. i hate feeling so young and yet OLD when i am with her. ha ha. the rest of the week is going to be used to celebrate the CNY !!! which of course i can't wait. cause i know i am going to enjoy the fark outta myself. heh heh heh. :) all the food is going to get me fat. i don't know if i can make it by july !!! argh !!!heh. whichever it is. i am still in it. and ain't afraid to state it. ha. i am such a farking fool. signing outt.kaye\.- you're a god and i am not.
memories locked at Monday, January 23, 2006
all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
entries;
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shouts;
plugs;
past;
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