never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
Sadness derives from hiding too much.
Its cause you've been hurt too much.
Its when your heart starts to awake.
I'd just take it as a black humored game you played with me.
There's no use hiding …
It just ever fails to find me.
I didn't want to expose you.
Even though I knew what was running through your head.
I'd just take it as a black humored game you played with me.
=
Okie. Let's get some things straight. I am still the 'Ang Moh Kan Tang' that I have always been. Ha ha. Just that now I am one with a farking twist. :) You can't blame me … I can sing Chinese songs , but I need like a gallion replays to understand the meaning of the song. Ha ha. Like … Major difference eh ??? Ha ha.
So addicted to my Chinese selection on my MP3. Heh. Stayed home the whole day … after going to the stupid doctors that is. I so hate the doctor that I went to see today. FARKING IRRITATING. Oh my god. He kept poking or rather pressing on my tummy. Which made me feel even worse. BECAUSE … Okie … I know I don't have a very nice and flat and six packed TUMMY !!!
Haha. And he just kept on poking. OH MY GOD. If I had a hammer it would have flown right on his face !!! :) And I mean it with every bit of madness I have inside of my body as at … NOW. My fever's up to a WHOOPING 39.6 just now. Beat that !!!
Maybe it'd help burn off some memories. How I wish. Whichever it was … I have been sleeping. Eating very bland food and CONSTANTLY feel like puking my GUTS out every time I finish eating anything. How nice.
Now why do I feel like a bitch. Enough with the bitching. Heh. Jessica's back from the states and she said she'd visit later. Let's hope she means it !!! I need some entertainment. So sick my brain's like running on Windows 95. *faints.
Let's just end the bitching.
Outta ere.
Kaye\.
-it’s a smile …
No matter how … Antediluvian.
I'd always treasure it.-
memories locked at Thursday, January 05, 2006
all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
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