never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
They say one might fall and the other will stand.And one might give where the other won't bend.The night is as bright as the sun.I'm never gonna know.Never gonna look back.Never gonna know where we would have ended up at.The end has only begun.Well the day.Tonight feels like a million miles away.And these times just won't change.Life just stays the same.I'd give anything to see the light of day.What you doNo one can decide it's up to you.And who you are is what you choose.These times when the world falls apart.Make us who we are.= i have been pondering. i don't know wher ei am heading to. the mail is going to mailed on mondey for the navy NSS thang. and i don't think that i am going to regret anytime soon. this is something i think i ought to get done for myself. its time to be selfish. since i only have to think of myself. i might as well get something done for it.am i right to say that ??? oh wells. another thing. i am at my witts end. andi don't know why am i even thinking about the end result. as in ... why the fark am i minipulation all the evidences that are so oblivious to me. everything is so blatant and so clear. why can't i just accept it. it was my fault in the very begining. why regret now. is it too late. or is it cause you never really gave up in the very first place ??? cause i know that throughout some joy ride that i took , i never quite did give up and never quite did ... stop contact with her. why. i can't answer to you. at least not now. i can't think. don't ask. then comes what i want to do in my life. i picture marrying her. yeah rite. thinking that this would come out of my mouth. i am thinking. but then again ... i don't even think tha ti can ge ther back. so let's just not go there. i WILL be going to the navy. after which ... i end my stupid bond and everything ... i am heading to monash. my degree is still awaiting for me.wait. and another thing. i am going to be swimming. heh. can't wait for the competition. then ... yeah. tennis is what my mother wants me to get back into doing. tinking about it. mah ah bung is in tennis. so ... at least i got a partner !!! wee ... got company. =)) yup. guess ... i am just going to let the other thoughts just linger. and not set. just like how they always should have. yupp.kaye\.- i was listening to the radio.they played 'only hope'.the flash back are back. i could only think of you.the whole day. i daren't say. - its you.
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all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
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