never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
i loved you so much.telling you i do , is something i have to get done.soon.i am loosing grip of reality.sense of belonging is all in a mess.i don't know what i am sent here on earth for.cause all i know is ...i want to walk down the aisle with you.and i only want you. = today is like the last day of school. for me. though unofficially. i know that i should be getting stuffs done and everything. but i ain't.everything has come to a close. the memories are being kept in a book. whether i still want to keep it , its another matter in all. everything started out on the wrong foot. i tried to make it right , by making it go back on track. but i guess ... it was all meant to be wrong. right from the start.i never loved. some say. but , then ... there are so many things that still haunt me. i close my eyes with her image still lingering some where. nto that i am scared now. it has become a ... normality. how i still live with it. that is a wonder. i don't know how i am going to start everything all over again. for al i know. she is still there. there in my head. haunting and taunting my very existence. kaye\.- i knew i lost everything.when i lost you.
memories locked at Wednesday, March 01, 2006
all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
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