never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
I'm sorry that I hurt you.
I took for granted all you gave so freely to me.
I pray that it is not too late.
To save you from a broken heart.
To promise you.
I will make a brand new start.
Believe me , when I say.
You know I am far from perfect.
Like a child that needs a guiding hand.
Can you stay here with me???
I finally understand.
You've always been the missing part.
Complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart.
Please hear me , when I say.
Please , let me hear your voice again.
Let me hear you say.
Your love will never end.
That whatever it takes , you'd be there.
Believe me when I say.
I am here to declare that Corrine May is the best singer in my life at the present moment. And yes she stands with Lifehouse , Goo Goo Dolls , Hale and Three Doors Down. Heh.
I cried last night just listening to it. Without even realizing that I actually did. Which is some what of a 'Whoa' thing. The lyrics and the tune hit me so hard , I didn't know how it made so much sense at that very moment , but it did. And , its something I don't think anyone would understand. Until they get the experience first hand. That kinda thing.
Oh wells. Life hasn't been treating me very well. But I ain't complaining. Cause, I think that in order to know what is joy ; what is happiness ; what is the true heartfelt meaning of being on top of the moon … You first have to understand and know what it feels like to be at the direct end of the other side of the rainbow.
Say yes ???
Whether or not you stand on the same side of philosophy as me , it isn't important. Cause one thing is for sure , everyone has his or her own stand on certain things that might not appeal or apply to me or you. But for that person , perfect sense is being made. Get the theory ???
There is so much to be said , and yet when I have the perfect timing. When I have the perfect chance , the words don't come out. No. I am not your idiot. I am a perpetual fool to be exact. Cause I never really did think before I act. Like what is new man. Wee. Till November the 4th.
I just hope that everything about her is still the same. Cause somehow I think that it isn't. I don't know how to put it but , everything about her is quite different now. I just hope I am not the one being taken for a game or a joy ride. Cause I don't think I can take another blow. Not ever. I pray she hasn't turned into something I don't recognize anymore. I hope its still not too late. Somehow.
Anyways , went to suntec city yesterday with my parents and my sister. I need to get a tennis racket. Mummy says to get a cheaper one to whack around with then think about getting the second racket only when I am used to NOT thrashing my racket around. Heh.
Oh … When we were at Suntec , I discovered that MARINA SQUARE is the place to be. Its uber nice and I saw so many things that I am already thinking of getting. Heh. Cause , I saw this perfectly nice black sports jacket from ebase - something. [ Yes. They do have a guys boutique. Which is not as …*coughs. Auntie as the girls. Thanktheheavens.] Anyways , its being taken into consideration. Its so nice. I can't stop thinking about it at the moment. =)) wee.
I need to get my hair cut at the present moment. Shave the sides. Cause I need to keep the rest long. …
Kaye\.
There is only so much that I can do.
What matters is that I am trying.
I hope.
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all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
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