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never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i am so not going to mince my words anymore. i think i had enough of the whole shit thing. cause for once ... i think i can't control anymore !!! ARGH !!! so yes. i have sat and waited. sat and waited. sat and waited again and again. i am so getting very tired of the whole thing. i can tell that i myself is ... or are ... on the verge of breaking down again OR giving everything up. cause i can't take this shit anymore. everything is just happening like everything should be. for those who's life is in such a bliss. but guess what ... mine isn't. i am burdened with everything in my life. the weight is getting so heavy ... i can't stand the weight any longer. ... don't ask why. how long am i going to wait ??? i ask myself that every single morning i awake , to a brand new day. how long am i going to wait. just HOW LONG. cause you know why ??? i can't any longer. my heart's dying.everything about me is just superficial. i really don't know how long i can just hang in there. cause ... if everything really dies ... how in the world am i going to carry on. even though i have friends to be there. ... how long will i last before i break down. again.i hate my life. its not perfect ... and guess what ... waiting is a game ... i don't think that i can wait any longer. this sucks. so badly ... i am asking myself why. kaye\.- leave me. please. once and for all.
memories locked at Wednesday, April 26, 2006
all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
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