- held up in my own carceration of doubt\.

Friday, May 05, 2006

Well I wanted you.
I wanted no one else.
I thought it through.
I got you to myself.
You got off .
Every time you got on to me.
I got caught up.
In favorable slavery.

Was it wrong? Was it wrong?

I guess it wasn't really right.
I guess it wasn't meant to be.
It didn't matter what they said.
'Cause we were good in bed.
I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight.
for all the wrong reasons.
No, it didn't matter what I tried.
It's just a little hard to leave.
When you're going down on me.
I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight.
for all the wrong reasons.

Well you know my friends.
Well they know your enemies.
I'd pretend.
Not to hear what they said to me.
'Cause I got off.
Every time you got on to me.
Was it wrong.
To go along with insanity?

Was it wrong? Was it wrong?

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okie. so this is my blog. and i am going to blog. i don't understand , why people publish stuff on their blog and not claim responsibility to it even though IT IS ... after all his or her fault. Its just not right. now is it. even if it is your blog , if you hurt someone on it ... admit it and say sorry. don't act like you are all high and mighty over there , with a crown sticking out of your head. NAH. its so unjustified.

whichever it is ... unto a lighter topic ...

i have been schooling. and its getting very tiring. i miss my semester 2 classmates a hell lot ... they make me laugh , cry and want to be there for them. =)) miss them to bits. will be having a all girl's outing tomorrow and i can't wait.

we are going to go swimming and we are going to slack ... cook dinner and SLACK SOMEMORE !!! ha ha. its going to be great. at least i hope it will be. wee ... mummy got me these GERMANY boxers. not the normal ones. anyways ... they rock. so comfy !!! wee ...

yup yup. went for this talk on flim after school. it was held by Royston Tan. the guy who directed fifteen. this local film. yup. super cool. it was funny ... till it came to the 2nd short film ... the actor said ...

'i'd have to give chance another chance.'

'for the doctor said ... the only way that i was going to get my heart back ...'

'was to find the person who took it away , and hoped to get it back from her.'

'until then ... numbness is what will flow through your veins.'

FARK BIG TIME. i was so close to tears after those few sentances. i don't know what todo. what to feel. i tried laughing it off ... but ... it didn't help. HA. what a whossy. WHATEVER. hiaz.

anyways ... yeah. went to town with xiao ling , wei wei and NA NA. wee ... had nydc and then we proceeded to take dumb neos. and guess wad ... i got bullied all the way ... from take 1 of the beo to take 8 of it. damn it.

morale - don't go out with a group of all girls ... that you know have devious plans to get you doing dumb stuffs. ha ha.

going to buzz off and die now. laters. *wangs.

kaye\.

- show me what it is like.
to be the last one standing.

memories locked at Friday, May 05, 2006

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.

likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.

dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.

wish list\.
~~that calculator casio watch.~~
that pair of rock and republic pants.
~~that perfect messenger bag.~~
that new PDA !!!
~~that new laptop.~~
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
~~that new tops from pull and bear.~~
that new pair of jeans.
~~that flesh imp top.~~
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.