never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Thursday, May 18, 2006
take my photo off the wall ...
if it just won't sing for you.

look what you've done.
you've made a fool of everyone.
look what you've done.


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i don't know what to blog.
cept that i don't have much of a voice now.
i am down on baby food.

my throat feels like a sand paper , whenever i swallow.
my head hurts yet spining , whenever i stand up.
my chest hurts , whenever i breathe in too hard.
my tummy hurts , whenever i am in a position too long.
my back hurts , whenever i stand up too long.

thanks.


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its already 6 months. don't tell me its still to short to think about the future. when people have gone numb ... you know. i know. and i have. tell me to feel something besides the momentarily joy that friends bring. without of which ... i think i might have just gone cynical. i don't know what to think no more.

everything is but a mess whenever i think about you. i said that i can't live without you. then come to think, about it ... people just say its a sense of getting used to it. but then i say ... i really can't. destress. that is what it is ... so tell me.

i don't want to be recognized by you. it just brings the pain harder to bare ... then it already is ... don't you get it. recognition is what i don't need. not now. not till i get over you somehow.

HA. the story of my wreckened life. wee.

kaye\.

- what have i done.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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plugs.


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