never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
its the 17th. i am sick like a farking small kitten. my fingers and toes are freezing - ly cold. i feel so vunerable. my fever's causing me to shiver and breathe out hot air. my head's spining at a hundred miles an hour. my throat's raw and scratchy - ly pain and irritable. - i hate this feeling.

tomorrow i have a test. and its my favourite and ONLY best subject tomorrow. i don't know if i can make it to school. cause of the stupid test. it sucks. cause i am sick. and i feel so uncomfortable. the test's is on analogue electronics , which i am so weak at. and i have yet to even open the notebook to revise.

my grades are depleting. i don't know what is going on. my mind's in a mess. school stinks except for the times i see my clique. which so happens to be ... an hour a day in school. they keep me going.

my head's in a mess. my love life sucks. vanessa's going cynical. i have to stop making girl's trip over the steps. clubbing has to be clubbing with no intention of getting someone home. i am not happy.

i don't do relationships. - no more.

they only bring you pain.

and then ... i can't stop thinking of you. which seriously messes things up. cause i don't know you no more. i want the old you back. but i figure ... its too far away. so far ... you can't even see yourself moving away. now can you.

kaye\.

- my life's going down the gallows.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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