never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Sunday, May 07, 2006
Feeling fine,
Lets rip out yours instead of mine.
And all you need.
Are several ways to watch me bleed?

Well, thanks for stoppin' this beating in my chest.
It's easier now, and I'm happy like this.
Just like this.

Even though I ain't coming back now.
I didn't mean to seem as though.
I was so ungrateful for all you've done here.
For yanking out my ...


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guess what. I AM AT MY WITTS END.

its my fault. leave tonight. i don't understand how things got this way. like who am i to her. its a stupid thing. thanks to those who laughed. i deserved it. it was a joke. at least i think it is. i don't intend to change anything if i were to be given another chance to get it done again.

which ever it is ... laugh as much as you want. i don't owe you guys anything. and neither do i have to maintain any image in your eyes. its back to old school. what has it got to do with it now. whatever.

you didn't have to sms me. why apologize ??? did you somehow sub-conciously realise ; you are doing me more harm then good ??? there is no point in trying to force words out of yourself. cause , that just states , its either untrue or its just not meant to be said.

i want to get out of this stupid hole. you carry on doing what you want to do. you don't have to answer to me. who am i to you. i just want to know. who am i to you. i am merely just less then a friend but more then just a passerby.

i don't want to dangle on a string no more. its more then what i bargained for. i need my life back.

for your info. your smses still taunt my thoughts. its day 2 now. HA. your promises are nothing but empty. why try to make up for something only now.

you said you'd always be there. let me ask you one thing. who actually left first. cause it definately wasn't me. think. i never really left. am i right to say that. you are the only one who knows.

where were you when i needed you. don't say you were there. you weren't i went searching. you weren't. your firneds know mine. and mine ; yours. we know each other's enemies. so tell me.

i don't want to stay here anymore. i don't want to head out in fear of seeing you. i don't need that. its a love hate relationship between me and love. and it'd stay that way.

kaye\.


- where were you.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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