never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Saturday, June 17, 2006
let's get to the point. i was sick. dead sick. coughing my lungs out , ran a fever and not to mention a dripping nose. BUT. i went down to MOS. which is such a bad decision. i swear it was. bad decision. the images did not go out of my head. so dead. damn it. finally met toh , her gf and her other friend. along with my ah hue !!! =))

whichever man. i tell you ... it was such a wrong decison. i was like so stuck in between everything. being naturale was out of the question. i met someone. someone i know. and someone ... pretty interesting and all so alluring. of which , i cannot resist. i don't do well with temptation. i really don't.

whichever. the staring game happened. and the ... part where by you pretend not to see the person happened. and even though you know you touched her somehow you pretend you did not. and you were trying ALL SO HARD to PRETEND that ... you were dancing ... and you danced your heart out ... for some farking reason ; you don't know.

WOW.
so much for life and its game.
farking hell.
its hong kong dim sum. the pipping hot one.

whichever. that was yesterday. today ... i had a pretty bad head. went to work as usual ... then headed down town for dinner and GARFIELD !!! =)) oh man. i love the fat cat. farking funny and he's got the attitude i so wish to have. freaking funny. i was pretty much laughing throughout the whole freaking movie !!! damn it.

went to raffles for a while then back home am i !!! wee ... tired ; stressed and my brain's on overdrive for far too long.

wei wei ... maybe dinner's not coming after all. =))

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know what. maybe its just me. but you know something. i don't like being a door mat. neither do i like doing your safety net. i don't have to surcome to such a shallow state just so that i can somehow be a little bit happier then i can be. its not working. i don't like being nice to you.

i really don't. cause you were the one who caused the heart aches. you were the one who cheated on me. you were the one who made the most promises ; and also the one who broke most of them. you were the one you said forever. look now. HA !!!

i am not going to be your door mat darling. neither am i going to be your safety net.


kaaye\.


- you know.
i really want to love you.
but i can't.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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