never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Monday, June 26, 2006
my theory , 'history never repeats itself to the exact same strain , in record books.' and as it is said , i am so not going to let history repeat it self. there is a far cry of what i have and what i should have. its a stupid thing yes , but i don't really care.

'sorry , i didn't mean to flare up at you.
i am trying and you are not.'

fucking god. damn it. what the heck is going on here. i really don't get it. nothing seems right as it should be , or rather as it was. though temporary , it was there still. god. what in the freaking world is going wrong. wait ... i am answering my own question. cause everything is.

is it so difficult to shove you off. you don't understand my command of english even when i blantantly told you that i am freaking pissed and disappointed at you. this has to end. you're my weak spot. and it is cause of this weak spot i am suffering in hell eternally.

right or wrong i don't really care. cause everything is some how the same. and yet again it isn't. thanks for the tears. i needed them. they woke me up to this very messed up world. thanks for nothing.

not to mention yesterday was 2 years. not like i wanted to count ... but, its long over and done and i shouldn't be 'picky' about the date. right.


kaaye\.


- i wish i can tell you.
to fuck off and never come back.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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