never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006
its a fact : 'i don't need something that can be broken'. so thanks to all those who gave me a heart and who started my heart on its pilapitations. cause , i really don't need it anymore. please come over and take it back. i don't need and i definately don't want a heart to begin with. from now till , i so deem fit. its hard enough trying to cope with school. its even worse when there's a heart at play.

i don't know if you noticed. i am getting quiet. i don't wish to socialize anymore. at least not so often with the people that i barely even know. and i don't seek to make new friends with those in my class who I SWEAR ; are giving me a hard time on the intention of fun. trust me , you'd get your fruits of labor soon enough. i don't have to give them to you , you'd recieve it in a form of karma.

i have definately not gone introverted. at least i don't wish or think that i have become one. i don't wish to be like this. but this world ; this life ; this place is so messed up i can't breathe anymore in this very choking society. Its taking more then i can give. seeking more to feed its endless hunger inside.

there's really not much to say. i want my friends to stay happy. not bother about the stupid people in the world who want to make their haven a hell for them. i seriously detest those people who make them feel shallow and make them feel small.

these are the exact judgemental arses who should take a good look into the mirror on what they really are ... scum bags full of nonsense up their sleeves. i don't need to know what they are ... i just know that they are there. and i hate every single second of their pressence on this earth.

and the most importantly , the ones who break and hang people in mid air thinking its some game of which its so fun to play. you know ... 'why not fish ; its fun and well ... i am not the one who's going to be the one getting hurt'. frankly speaking ... i don't really care. your policy is such : it works. as long as the one who gets hurt is not me. ITS ALL GOOD.

if i could name you. i would. you're making me become this huge dismantled arse. of which i have got no comprehension to what i have changed to. its not your fault. its mine. i shouldn't have let you in.


kaaye\.


- fark off.
die.
do anything.
just leave me alone.
memory and all.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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