Monday, June 12, 2006
'maybe we should all go into , stealth mode'. i think that is what will work best. stealth being , i know what is going on i see you ; but you cannot or rather ... even know my very existence.
HA. take me as being
very cynical or that i am just sprouting nonsense , as i am always. but it makes very much more sense than you think it does.
i have not lost my chasity ; my mind or my heart. i just think that there is way ...
WAY too many things that we should get right.
of which i still haven't. which i am well aware of. my goodness. i can't believe i am ranting.
its okay.
go into stealth mode. ignore the sms that i sent you. my patience level is to
level zero. i don't want to be your damn rebound.
neither do i want to be your net. i don't wish to catch you when you fall. even though i know that
some how it has already become this way.i am
putting a full stop to it. its not going to happen. nothing more is ever going to happen. it was a
big compunctious mistake , that will never happen again. i am not going to let you leave me hanging on a string ; awaiting for help.
its not going to happen.i am
NEVER going to let it.
so as i was saying.
maybe let's all go into stealth mode. it might be better for everyone. maybe.
kaaye\.- don't keep me in the dark.
i am not the person you used to know.
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