Monday, June 19, 2006
'get a move on now , there is no more turning back'. i keep telling myself. but i my mind moving back wards , whilst i see my body moving forward.
'its mind over matter'.
if you think ; you are. or so says the old saying.
i can't get my mind and body together.
my heart tells me its wrong. but yet again , its the
only 'alive' feeling that its felt since ; forever. its wrong to think about it in such a light. my body's doing what my brain thinks is right. which is the
logical way.
its
not heading way back to history. i won't allow it to. its merely disrupted the wall that i had built ,
brick by brick and inch by inch. its partly gone down the drain. but the foundation's definately there.
its just the mending part that's gone to work now. i swore to myself not to let it fall and crumble.
but it did.
compunctious. that is what she is. inside outt. kaaye\.- its never going to take place again.
door mat ; yours.
i am not.
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