never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Friday, June 23, 2006
if one day i awake and i find everything queer and everything wierd ... as if i have never seen anything of such before ... i wonder how would that feel. sometimes i really wonder , what it would feel like.

i don't know what i am saying this for , maybe ... just maybe i might be somewhat feeling such ??? i don't know where i am now. neither do i know ... where i really stand in this messed up world that we al call home. i really wonder what its going to be like ... awaking in awe and wonder at where and what you are ...

the defences have been broken but my foundation is still there and its going to forever be ... don't talk to me about the past people who used to rule my life ... they have literally disappointed me so much ... i don't think i would even recognize them anymore , even if they look the same. it no more links with me , cause they are no more associated with me.

breathe the name in front of me and die. that is what i am getting at. cause frankly , i don't know anyone of them anymore. and not like i really did. i lost them in my past life. not in this.

its going to be great tonight. and i pray it will.


kaaye\.


- you were all i needed.
you made me feel ;
again.
even though its more then just wrong.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

shoutouts.

plugs.


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