never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Thursday, June 01, 2006
I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster.
I know, the last in line is always called a bastard.
I know, the past will catch you up as you run faster.
I know.
I know.

I know, you cut me loose in contradiction.
I know, I'm all wrapped up in sweet attrition.
I know, it's asking for your benediction.
I know.
I know.


=


i just got back from the doctor's.
not long ago.
and i have been doped 'the person who keeps coming back.'
for more medical advices and medical supplies.
damn it.
not like i want to get sick.

so yesh.
i was at sgh.
cause i hate these migrane relapses.
which totally sucks.
so i went to the specialist.
HA.
what a surprise.

i have my morphine pills again !!!
=))
ha ha.
the doctor gave me full does of them.
and at the same time ...
i got a course of prozac.

happy pills !!!
watch outt !!!
i am coming !!!
oh yesh.

i can forget about the sleepless nights,
and the painful cried outt eyes.
beat that.

whichever it was ...
i met my shrink.
she was asking me how i was and everything.
and that my appointment is next week.
and i thought she would forget.
damn it.

monday is coming.
my interview is coming.
i don't know how the farking world ;
am i going to 'sell myself'.
i want into get into the navy.

but let's just see how everything goes.
i'm so sick and tired.
so i think the navy will od me good.
just play with water.
and sail away.

and wouldn't that be heaven.
can't stop dreaming about it.

i hate being in this crap.
it stinks ...
and i am not having a problem.
i am in a situation of immense chaos.
of which is self inflicted.
i like it this way.


kaaye\.


- god ;
please bless me with the divine power.
of being numb.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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