never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006
wenny aka my bluddder is back in singapore. i don't know why ... but i suddenly feel like , i am very safe. in which sense of the word , i am not really sure. but , i really do feel safe. with wenny , with denyse , with esther and with hue. i don't know why. i some how know that they will be on my side. no matter what. of which is why i love them so much. =))

and now with wenny back ... everything's in place again. i KNOW i am going to have fun. and i KNOW i am not alone in this ruthless ; messed up ; caniving world full of carnivours. its scary out there. it really really is ... its a wonder on how it ever became so ... messed. really.

it's lead me to think. its lead me to sit down and weigh my thoughts. its lead me to make decisions , that benefits me. instead of you. its always been you , you , you and more you. this time i am going to make sure its different. i don't want to head back there. i don't want to see myself fall and not be able to do anything.

don't come running back to me for solance. don't. i am not your safety net. no more ever again. don't come back. leave me alone. let's go back to one month ago. i don't need this shit coming from you. i don't know you ... i never did. and i don't ever want to.

get a move on. leave me alone. memories and all. take them along , do what you want. cause i sure as hell don't want them anymore.


kaaye\.


- you remind me of a girl i once knew.
see her face ,
everytime i look at you.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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