never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Saturday, July 15, 2006
don't stray.
don't ever go away.
sometimes , when you and i collide.
I fall into an ocean.
and if you pull me out in time.
don't let me drown.
let me down.
i say its all because of you.

here i go ,
loosing my control.
i am practicing your name.
so i can say it to your face.
it doesn't seem right to look you in the eye.
all the things you mean to me.

come tumbling out of my mouth.
its time to tell you why.
i say its infinately true.
don't come and go like you do.
sway my way.
yeah i need to know all about you.

its all because of you.


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you come and go like you wish. taking my heart like a momentarily site of relief. and to my follishness , i agree to everything you say and want. its all in the name of me liking you this much. wait ... i am not sure if its even a liking. i can't stop thinking about you.

of which i am sure that you treat me nothing like i used to be treated. i hate the way i am being treated. i hate the way you look at me with those eyes. i hate the way that i give into your every wish ; without even thiking twice about what i might get myself into. i hate myself for letting you do this to me.

i hate it. i bloody hell abhor it. i can't stop thinking about you. its all because of you. i am like this. its not good for health , for my friends and for everything i am on the earth for.

as they say , whatever is not good for you taste bad. but you're the sweetest scented alluring incubus. what more can i say ; besides that i still do like you. in fact , i think this time ... its more.

its amazing how you can treat me like this when you asked for a chance at redemption. its not just queer no more. its down right wrong.

wo bu shi ni de ai ren. wo zhi si yi ge dai ti ren. pang mang ni du guo ze ge nan guan. ran hou wo jio zai ni de yan di bian cheng yi a mo shen ren. lian ni de ren ying , tou hui bu jian. dan , ji jong ni que ong yuan bu hui zhi dao. ni zai wo xin li de di wei you dou da.


kaaye\.


- you're always there.
whether i like it or not.
you are.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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