Saturday, July 01, 2006
take my photo off the wall ,
if it just won't sing for you.
and all that's left has gone away ,
and there's nothing there for you to do.
look what you've done.
you've made a fool of everyone.
oh ... seems like such fun.
until you loose what you had won. =
this is random but i think i am so
freaking inhumane. has in practically
less then sensible compassion and empathy for people than i should be having. i cannot anymore understand how they might feel in that situation if i haven't or am not into it. i used to be able to. now i can't.
am i inhumane ??? anyways , today i had the
WORST SLEEP. i am having worse and worse sleep patterns. and its
scaring the hell out of me. i keep waking up in the middle of the night. i have never had such sleep patterns before and its
affecting my mood and my brain waves. *swears.
whichever it is ... yesh. i am getting
more then paranoid cause of my dumb sleep patterns. and i hate it more then words can explain. damn.
went to work today. and the worst thing happened !!! there was a
bloody black out. ha ha.
ONLY AT STARBUCKS. damn dumb. but it was pretty fun. mirah was bloody panicing all over the place. it was
seriously hilarious. and not to mention.
FUN !!! =)) selina came before my work ended !!! and to my surprise ... my family things got cancelled. heh. we we ended up having hoegarden at pasta mania along with pasta. not bad actually. heh. yaked a hell lot !!! about everything under the sun. gawd.
i am going to miss starbucks when i quit. went back to starbucks after dinner to slack even more. all the dumb stories came spitting outt.
uber funny. i am so going to work at WA soon. can't wait. heh. then ... yeah !!!
tuesday is coming. thumper is coming.
supposed to be at zouk with
nina for 'so brit' night. they play
placebo and snow patrol FOR GOD'S SAKE !!! damn.
i love their songs and tunes. they rawk. more then like ... R&B. if given a choice ... alternative's the way to go. really. they are
more then just sex and surface love.
oh yesh !!! as selina and i were flipping through the 'style' mag , we were stumpled unto the horoscope page. and the first line of the saggitarius horoscope totally
dismantled my defences against , people like
'youknowwho'. it said :
'you will fall back with your old passion. in the wierdest manner possible.'right.
EXPLAIN PEOPLE. what the hell is it digging into !!! and who is it referring to !!! i bet the writer is a
WOMAN. cause ...
everything is so vague and yet again ... they are all placed on the table. its just how a woman talks !!! all you women ... nothing but
'read between the lines.' i hate it. damn.
its true :
'the men just don't get it.'i can't help it. its happening. it really is ... my brain is in
THAT frequency again. i can't stop thinking about her. and what might and will happen next. maybe on monday ... maybe tuesday. what the fark is going on. i hate this mind game. cause she's my
fucking soft spot. i don't deny. its just damn difficult.
FUCK.
kaaye\.- 'let's just see ,
what i can get you into.
without you even realizing.
isn't this great.
fall into the pit darling.
i can't wait.'
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