never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Sunday, July 23, 2006
i am going to throw in the towel when it comes to anything to do with love or what so ever. i have come to a conclusion that i cannot feel anything. maybe its just me. i don't know. i realy hope that it is really. what the hell is going wrong with me i don't know. i wished i can still feel something when i get kissed by a stranger like how i used to feel cheeky.

but now ... i seriously don't feel anything. i watch it happen to me. yes. but i don't feel anything. just like how i used to feel back then. not that i am complaining or anything. but is there serioulsy something wrong with me or something ??? as in ... like if i don't let you in , i can't feel anything. really.

and for now. there is only one preson that can drive me up and down the wall as she would like it. however she would like it. i am going to get my car license thingy started by september or october. cause i want to drive her around. cause i don't want her to take the public transport.

maybe its just me. whether or not i can make it. i'd make it happen. its been so long. but ... i still love her. now i feel lame. maybe its just me. i am impulsive. but yet again ... i have learnt to be serious. maybe a little too serious. i don't know.

maybe.



kaaye\.



- someone help me.
this is not happening.
what do i do.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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