never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006
'if it makes you happy ; than it can't be that bad'. agree with me. at least if one perosn in the whole thing is happy out of the relationship. then i don't think that the relationship was that bad after all ??? or is it wrong to state such a thing in the very first place. that a relationship is only a good one if ... both sides fall. and both sides end up unhappy at the very end.

is that what justifies a good relationship ??? or does that go to show that ... you don't love the person to begin with. how convenient can that get then. i keep thinking about it and i cannot find the bloody answer to that question. and no. my problem solving skills that i developed in RP is not going to help.

whichever it is ... 'i cannot bear to push you off'. tell me ladies ; what do you decipher from that ??? cause all i can decipher is that ... you just want to keep the person dangling in mid air. till one day ... the person on the rope gets the idea and drops right down on his own accord. i don't want that to happen. it hurts man.

so before i get on that rope. i want out. my determination has got to kick in. i really need it to kick in. no matter how bad or how good she is treating me. DUDE if you are reading this ... i know the ball is in my court. and i can't bounce it and score. not just yet. i need some time.

her wish is always my command. considering ... i still do like her. alot in fact. and she's fishing me back into her fish pond like she has never done before. but yet again ... there are times where by she whacks you on the head. and you see her doing things she shouldn't be saying or doing in front of you.

i want out.


kaaye\.


- you never fail.
you surprise me.
everytime i get back on my feet.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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