never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Monday, August 28, 2006
this is how its been ,
this how it will be.
and when you wake up with him ;
remember when it was me.

and i will always be waiting for you.
and i know you wil never see.
that i can't break away from these chains to my heart.
the further you push me ,
the closer you are.

maybe i should try to let go.
maybe i should try to walk away.
there is nothing left to say.

do you remember when ,
you use to laugh with me.
and now i think i am the joke.
a punch line is all i will be.

and i always will be waiting for you.
and i know that you will never see.
that i can't break away from these chains to myheart.
the further you psuh me.
the closer you are.

maybe i should try to let go.
maybe i should try to walk away.
there is nothing left to say.

you will be waiting for the rest of your life ,
to find me missing.
the words don't mean nothing.
but i will say them anyway.

i can't break away from these chains to my heart.
the further you push me.
the closer you are.
maybe i should try to let go.
maybe i should walk away.

there is nothing left to say.


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its for you. cause i know you will never see it. who am i to lie. there has only been you. and there will always be you. who's there to kid. the velvet curtains are staggering. i can't keep them up much longer. welcome to the world behind those curtains ; tears and pain.

i would have stopped the world ;
to melt with you.
you were never a friend to begin with.


kaaye\.


- break the chains to my heart.
clean.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

shoutouts.

plugs.


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