Friday, August 04, 2006
currently i have these
4 issues that are irriting the fuck out of me. cause , thery are all really either super dumb , super sudden or super oblivious to every one and everything except me. you link these reasons to
my little figgling issues. i am super irritated from thinking too much. seriously.
issue number one :i have this issue , because
i did not meet anyone of the -ing's this week. this includes hue. i dind't see anyone of them !!! and i already miss them like hell.
denyse is busy with school ; i hope she studies instead of playing MAPLE.
hue is also busy with school ; i hope that gay teacher of hers looses his dick for good. then there is
bro ; who i think is already too tired with work. and i am busy with school.
here comes the question : why are we all so busy.issue number two : i have this
obsessive thing over people. as in , i want to know where they are , what they are doing and what they are going to be up to next. i'm suppressing it pretty well actually. but
YES. i am a bloody obsessive person.
here goes the question : why all a sudden.issue number 3 : i have a problem with school and the people at the navy. firstly , i am already extremely stress when you come to talk to me about school work , i have
omega's chasing my back ,
integrals biting my arse , and
'pi' stabbing my heart , etc.
you get the picture. whichever it is , the navy called
AGAIN for my results.
i sent them 3 times already. with a call after the 3rd time to comfirm that they have recieved the bloody result slip i faxed in. yesterday. i HAD to e-mail them the results.
ALL OVER AGAIN. tell me about it eh. i am not going to point fingers at anyone ,
but you think of it for yourself. here comes the question : you said you got the results , then now ??? issue number 4 : if you are a person who gets offended very easily.
i suggest you stop reading here. cause this is going to be vulgar ; at least i think it would in your context. yes. it would.
okay. see the thing here is ,
i am known to be compuntious and at the same time a bloody glutton for physical contact. [i suggest you start thinking what i mean by physical contact. the birds and the bees ... blah blah blah. get it ???]
i don't think its funny or what so ever ... but i think. i think i am suffering from
'reluctanceofwantingtohaveintercourse'. break the words up. its so wierd.
i have a drive. i do. i just don't want to get it done. why i don't know. it so
WIERD !!! to the extent ... i don't even know if i am still human.
laugh all you like.
its tested. i am suffering from a disorder. don't ask me how it was tested. it just was.
i am sad.here comes the last question : why !!! someone give me back my MOJO.=
kaaye\.- its not right.
then again ; neither is it left.
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