never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Monday, August 14, 2006


some old habits die hard.


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i had an issue here. a very very big issue. its not that i am irritated or anything. wait. let me rephrase. I AM IRRITABLE and to my surprise everyone is staying out of my way. which is making me feel even more irritated and agitated. oh , trust me. you don't know what i know.

thing is right ... whenever i find myself thinking about her , i have lost my so called battle with the incubus. yet again , i let her in. i allowed her to. in a certain sense. which is a total excuse for being weak. I KNOW !!! everytime i give in a little , i have her giving me nothing but enchantment.

enchantment being disappointment. like you know when you don't get things the way that they are supposed to turn out. but i can't say anything. for one. she is not mine. there is no obligation. but tell me why ... i need to see her. everyday. every minute if i can.

you don't want to know how much this feeling really is. cause it sucks. a hell lot !!!

and as usual when i am done ranting ... i stop yabbing. like right about NOW.


kaaye\.


- i don't know why.
tell me.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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