Thursday, September 07, 2006
there isn't much to say anymore.
i feel like i can't ;
wait a minute.
think about it this way.
i don't think i was ever there to begin with.really.i don't think that i was there to begin with.
don't come telling me.i had enough.i have been at it the whole day.
thinking , thinking and thinking it over again.
and not to mention ; again.there is nothing i can get done.
not anymore to this extent.
to think yesterday ,
i wanted to make you mine.today's emotions ride me like a tidal wave.
heading towards something we all call
destruction.i can't find a reason to stay.my heart's wandering in circles.ever since.
your words mean so much ;
but
its stake is so much less.my head's already exhausted its very last brain cell.
nothing's going to make this facade ;
change into it real form.i've tried so hard.my defences always fall.
with no avil.
its as easy as snapping your fingers.
its been such the whole day.
i can't think of anything more.
i can't think of anything less.cause from day one ,
i've been thinking about you.
till god did me part for that split second.and for the very next and that so after ...
everything went down hill.into my darkness i fell.i swore never to go back there again.
i broke every single thing that i said i stood for.
i broke everything.kaaye\.- don't tell me sweet incubus.
just be off ;
just like how you once did.
memories locked at Thursday, September 07, 2006
