never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Saturday, September 16, 2006
oh my god. i swear i hate. I HATE MY BIOLOGICAL BODY. i hate every single part of it. oh my freaking god. i tell you ... its horrid. its horrid. i am having the red river. wait ... its the sea ... a very very turbulent one at this very very moment. i hate every single second of it. oh my fucking god. i hate the feeling of oozing BLOOD. damn it.

i am feeling lethargic.
i am feeling emotional.
i am feeling like a woman.

there is nothing worse then this feeling. i swear. ARGH !!! i hate having a body of a woman. i really really DO. fuck. never mind. its my little mini me's birthday today. and yeah. and this morning. i became a stupid wedding ring bearer. its for one of my good friend's wedding. vanessa's cousin to be exact. he was great man. he looked great in his armani / dunhill suit / tux. and i only got to wear a zegna. buah ha ha. (p.s - mine's more expensive.)

not my problem. vanessa demanded him to get me the zegna one. so ... i have no comments. headed to my cousin house. and i tell you ... after eating, i fell asleep on my aunt's bed. oh my god. it felt super uber good man. you don't know how good i feel. ... i am deprieved of good sleep. and i blame no one. god.

and now i am home. too lazy to club. i think i might be going over her place after she clubs. i am too tired. too tired.

too irritated.
too much blood.


kaaye\.


- why am i doing this.
i am baffling myself as well.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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