never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Saturday, September 02, 2006
so i am here. sitting on my bed. with the worst stomach upset ever. i have no idea what is going on with it. it feels wierd and the best part of it all ... it doesn't hurt. it just feels uncomfortable. and i hate that feeling. i can't get to sleep cause its that irritating. so coming online is the last resort. in a certain sense.

so yes. i miss that 'lou por zai'. the very unofficial one. its sunday tomorrow. please don't die on me. this is why i hate sundays , cause its like the official death day and then i have to wait for the very unpredicted resurrection timing. ALL OVER AGAIN. whichever , LOU POR ZAI !!! where are you.

i feel like i have been in this for the longest time. i hate it when my mind starts conjering thoughts by itself of you. cause it doesn't make the time that i am not without that bitch any shorter. it prolongs each second by an hour. and so on.

its not a good thing , when i plan like ... 1 month or 2 ahead. cause , the higher i fly , the worse the fall becomes. whichever.

lou por zai.
lei hai pen dou.
yor hou xiong lei.

maybe its better that i am dreaming.


kaaye\.


- my skies have turned grey.
somethings are better left unsaid.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

shoutouts.

plugs.


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