Thursday, September 21, 2006
its all about
being able to construe. that is what i have come up with. its all about being able to construe everything. to a certain point where by
you know and you predict what is going to happen next. or for that matter ,
what would you do next. there is no such thing that needs no construing. seriously.
everything needs good comprehendsion of the whole situation. i hate school. there is
always something we want. but we
never get. there is always something that always lingers in your absence and that
will forever remain there. never to come one step closer to anything you call euphoria.
its random. I KNOW. no need to point that out. seriously.
i find myself not feeling.
i am numb ??? eh ... is it my fault. that
i don't take people's considerations into account. or that
i fell in love with the wrong person. or that
my life is going down the drains even before navy. educate me. how this runs. i need to know.
if you've got the answer , i am definately at all ears. seriously.
tell me something ;
i don't already know.
but deny knowing.kaaye\.- beyond comprehension.
i am lost.
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