never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Wednesday, September 13, 2006
my very good pro gay psychiatrist decided that it was time for desperate measures. buah ha ha. not like i have not heard that line before. =)) he keeps saying that , and its getting a little stale. 'this is not quite something i have documented on you before , its getting serious'. OF COURSE ITS GETTING SERIOUS. or do you think i would pay good money to sit in your very nice ... 3k chair ??? NO. for the love of god.

i mean even though he gives me super good candy like GODIVA chocolates and gets me my usual coffee. the way i love it everytime i am there ... doesn't mean the consultation is good. but for this case , he really is. here's the jist of the whole thing.

'i realise that this incubus , of whom you speak maybe back with vedetta. i would adivse you to stay as far away from her as possible , but if you so decide to head back to where you have started before treatment , we might loose everything that we have progressed with lately. for that of your family , you have to realise that those you call family and those you call friends are very much against this senseless realtionship you are having with the incubus.'

and then the advice goes on. he refers to her as the incubus for one good reason , the name is as scary as it sounds. and it sends shivers down my back. yup. i spilt everything. i have new drugs. SWEE AR. =)) an add on to my already ... 2 tablets a day drive. oh my gawd. i feel like a psycho.

so whatever it is , i made a list like how i was told. about why i should never head back , or what she did against me. i hope its working. everytime i think about her , i have to read that piece of paper. its got to work. ITS GOT TO WORK.


tomorrow is thursday ... which means , i have to head back there. for another day of boxers. damn. then friday is to XIAO LING'S PLACE !!! with wei wei. =)) and saturday is with bro and dee. like what the fuck man. give me a more perfect week. without you.


kaaye\.


- it doesn't matter.
cause i give in.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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