never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006
my eyes are hurting. like no one's business. that i have to squint them just to type this entry on my blog. they feel sore. rather , they are sore. with a little blood shot. it maybe just me. but i dunt think so. it hurts. i am not feeling good. school is going to start tomorrow and i think i am going to fuck it up. i am so going to be such a fucking arse. trust me.

i don't want school to start. just when i am like enjoying myself. and yes. just like clock work the damn fucking radio is playing some sick love song that is making my eyes hurt even more. for the love of god. why don't they just leave me alone. i had the worst dream of my entire month. i don't need to have the radio go against me as well.

i think too much. i watch tv for the sake of turning it on , while my head turns to the other direction. of thinking of everything else but concentrating on the tv programme. i don't know what is going on anymore. i hope its working. its not about her. its not. i don't know what is going wrong in my life that i can't move on.

for the love of god.
for a single stupid mistake,
i have to pay its price till now ???
doesn't make the slightest sense.

i'm giving in to my desires.
old habits die hard.


kaaye\.


- stop.
i beg.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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plugs.


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