never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Saturday, October 07, 2006
so the PSI's looking up.
its got to be a good thing.
right ???
considering ... yesterday i almost choked on the air i breathed. and like went giddy the minute i walked out of my room. not to mention my house. =)) its all better today. at least it feels this way. heh. whichever it is , the weather's looking up. and its all good cause that means my friends won't get the chance of falling sick.

heading out soon to meet little denyse. at queensway. omfg. i can't wait. i need my new shoes. omfg. and we are going to go out. [GOING OUT MEANS SMOKING !!! AND SMOKING TILL I START CHOKING AGAIN. woo ... that insatiable desire of the clouded air choking my larynx.] i am still like ... reading prozac nation ... i wonder if i am going to turn out like the person who wrote the book. i don't want to live in depression for such a long time. omfg.

=

and i still can't sleep with my toes under my sheets.
or have my burger before my fries.
to consume fries without squeezing all the mayo and chilli out first.
having to put back things into place.
avoiding looking inside the car and just keep quiet.
or just the mere sense of sleeping without anything.

fill in the blanks.
_ _ _ _ _ you screwed my life up so bad.
and to think i still can't let you go.
let me understand why.


kaaye\.


- if everything was back into place.
if's ; the moving word.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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