never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Friday, October 13, 2006
today is friday the 13th. trust me its nothing but bad. today. YES TODAY. there was drama in class. cause of ming and the facilitator that we have for digital electronics. YES. NOTHING BUT MELO DRAMA. but there was a case behind it all ... so i have nothing to say. yes. yes.

i am having domestic problems. WAIT. let me rephrase. I HAVE A SERIOUS DOMESTIC PROBLEM. i don't like staying home for alot of reasons.

i stay at home , and get scolded from either parent.
i stay home , and get asked to get offline.
i stay home , and get jissed at.
i stay home , and get people talking about money everytime they open their gabs.
i stay at home , and i have to put on a face.
i stay home , and i can't be me.
i stay home and i get fucked left right and center.
i stay home , and wait for my time to go to hell. YES.
i stay home for the aforementioned reasons.

so tell me ... WHY SHOULD I STAY HOME. cause frankly , i don't see a point in even trying to do anything about it. i have parents who lie through their teeth and say that it was a total misunderstanding. the only person i have confidence in and trust would be my little sister who might never understand what kinda state i am in. there is no one to head to except my psy. who thinks of my dad as a god. but in reality NO. yes. so tell me ... what should i stay home.

i got fucked by my fucking dad for this. no i am not going to give in. its futile. you hear me ??? FUTILE. fucking hell FUTILE. i need to run to a place so far away , eternity would turn into an understatement. i don't find serenity at home or security for that matter. i find it in myself dwilding into nothing.

i hate my fucking life.
not to mention the parent who thinks ;
he owns me.
oh ... trust me.
this is merely the begining of the ignoring parade.


kaaye\.


- just when i thought my troubles are over.
here ;
someone plays pop goes the weasle.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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