Thursday, October 26, 2006
喝纯白的豆浆是纯白的浪漫
望着你可爱脸庞和你纯真的模样
我傻傻对你笑是你忧愁解药你说我就像油条很简单却很美好
我知道你和我就像是豆浆油条
要一起吃下去味道才会是最好
你需要我的傻笑我需要你的拥抱
爱情就需要这样它才不会单调我知道有时候也需要吵吵闹闹
但始终也知道只有你对我最好
豆浆离不开油条让我爱你爱到老
爱情就需要这样它才幸福美好我知道都知道你知道你都知道
好不好别偷笑让我知道好不好别偷笑让我知道就好
我喝完热豆浆眷恋着还想要
你吃完金黄油条爱情又要再发酵=
i am in the most swingy mood ever. i don't know why. the thing being that ... i regret.
i fucking regret doing everything that i did. i am not going to say that ... it helps me gain like experience or something.
cause for the love of god right ... i am still so bloody affect by everything that she does. by every single that that happens towards her , who she is with , that sense of
jealousy is still there. i don't know why. it hurts ???
YES. you can fucking hell bet on it. god damn it.
BET ON IT. i am still in that very narrow lane. alone.
no she is not going to come back and hold your hand.everytime you hear those familiar foot steps
you hide and blend into the surroundings. why ???
you don't even know. you can't even understand that very significant part.
then you ask yourself.
what is there to explan.its over and done with. so ... that should be just it right. leave it alone and let it fade , like it never ever took place.
EVER. but you just can't do it.people.
i am this close to breaking down in class. its not a good day. ITS NOT. its
NOT A FUCKING GOOD DAY FOR ME. i want to cry my eyes out ; scream my lungs out ; i want to be alone.
BUT I CAN'T ;
YES. this is HOW WEAK I REALLY AM. talk about life.
kaaye\.- you know ;
i know that you don't deserve anything.
but ,
then why.
memories locked at Thursday, October 26, 2006