never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Thursday, November 09, 2006
so eventually.
i got my tablets.
can't wait to devour them in a bit.
=))
i sound a little more then psychotic right !!!
*slaps self.
ha ha. whichever. i am happy i got my pills. i feel so bloody threatened without them. ha ha. nice blue pills. my favourite kind. i think i am going cynical here. so yes. i am breaking with every additional thought i have stored in my head. and i have no blinking idea to why ... to why i am so vulnerable.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY !!!
i can't even fucking answer myself that question.
people come and go right. so i have to think of it thi way , and accept the fucking changes there are to my fucking life. AM I RIGHT ??? then why in the fucking name of GOD I CAN'T FUCKING GET ANYTHING DONE RIGHT !!! *slaps self.

i want to bleed real bad.
so fucking bad.
but everytime i take my blade out ;
i think of bro , dee , wei and ling.

then i stop.
and start all over.


kaaye\.


- what is courage after all ;
what have i become.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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