Friday, November 17, 2006
so here goes the story.
how do you tell someone to back off.
leave you alone.
never call you.
contact you.
ever ever again.WHEN ...you know that this person is
more then a friend. but not less than somemore you definately have a love and hate realtionship with. how do you justify that this person is qulified to be in your life. or if this person is not qualofied to be in your life at all. admist everything.
i want to disappear.but
everytime i try. you pull me back so far in that
i can't see what i thought i had seen. imagine that very instance of that. HA !!!
i say its the end. but you always say ,
its merely the begining of something more.whatever happens when in front of your eyes ,
you think is real. but
something else you don't see but read. which is real and which is ever fake. =
but on the side note.
I AM AT WENNY'S HOUSE !!! wee ... its kinda fun. her sister is cute and
the dog aims for my ears ALL THE TIME. for some unforeseen circumstance. ha ha. LOL. whichever it is.
SUNDAY I AM GOING TO GET MY HAIR DYED PLATINUM !!! wee. i so can't fucking wait. ha ha.
i wonder what is in store tomorrow with wei and her sister. heh heh. =))
kaaye\.- to it be a closed book.
but ,
its contents appear more real.
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