Tuesday, November 14, 2006
question : have you ever thought what friendship is ??? and who are your friends ???have you really sat down and thought ;
if anything were to happen to me at this very moment in time. who would be here ???
don't think boyfriend or girlfriend or fling. think in the prospect of friend. which one would rush down to check on you ;
if the person had the ability to and the will to.
which one would be there.i am talking about friends that have been there
when you need them , when you cry , when you feel so lost when you don't know where to head to.those exact same friends that
laugh with you ; not at you. those friends that go through the sun , sand , heat , cold and typhoons with you. which ones would be there.thought about it ???
how about those that ,
think about you behind their backs every single day.
but keep it quiet. or do little stuff without your knowledge
so that you might feel a little happier or so that your road would be smoother. or when situations get tensed and heated they save your arse.
with just one word.
how about those friends that ,
tell on your back , act like nothing ever took place and smile in you face with eyes locked unto yours.or those friends that make something out of nothing.
then there are those who say ...
'i will always be here for you'. BUT ,
when you turn around they are so far away you only see a dot of their figure starring back at you.erm ... not to forget , there are those that are super uber close to you at one.
and the next ,
they disappear to a god forbidden area on earth you see no shadow. hmm ...
thought about friend(s) that fit these criteria and do what ... you least expect them to ??? cause ...
i have 2 cliques that i think i find safe to say : they would be there when i need them. whenever ; where ever.=
one : wenny and denyse.
two : wei and ling.
group one.i just went down to harbour with
dee. cause we
haven't seen bro in ages and that we miss her to bits. we went down to help out with closing. no we are not paid. but we do it. not cause we are forced to ;
but cause we somehow WANT TO. we get to spend time with bro.
and we are happy.
we do stupid stuff together.
laugh at stupid things , do stupid stuff just to make the others smile. for even that split second. we are happy.
we cry together. even if we don't show it. we love each other , so much. i think its commendable. we don't fight for no reason. cause we rather make love.
and i know.
they love me more then i am worth.
group two.the 2 best pals that i have met in poly. for wei wei , through thick and thin.
from that day that i cried my eyes out in year 1 till now. she has heard every single story i have had to tell ... every single complaint i have made just to somehow feel better ... seen every single invisible tear i shed to keep. for ling , she has been there to
let me bang my wall ...
but always there to make sure that i don't fall. wei and her have been there to watch me try stand up , fall and try to stand all over again.
and till the day i stand up , i know that they are there in school as my support pillars. they make everyday in school a charm.
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these two groups of people have earned more then they think they have.
cause in my eyes ;
friends are chosen family.you get to choose.
they will always be there for you.doing dumb stuff.
JUST FOR FUN.
or just so that you feel better.but they have been there for me since god knows when and
i love them for more then their worth. cause i know.
they are friends. not an friend.
there is a difference. kaaye\.- no one is left alone.
no one is unwanted.
with friends.
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