Monday, November 20, 2006

blonde. i love.

i am not ah pek.

its not grey.
ITS PLATINUM. mf.
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i went to hair inn yesterday and got my hair dyed the most outrages colour that i can possibly think of. cause , its my b'dae week and
I AM GOING TO ENJOY IT. IF IT IS THE LAST THING THAT I FUCKING GET DONE. i am this close to loosing it. but
NO. i am not going to loose it this time , since i have kept things tight for so long ...
i am not going to let everything go down the sewers. i fucking am not bothered.
'think good b'dae don't fuck bother. BREATHE.' <- that is so my fucking motto for this period of time. so fucked up.
okay.
so
I LOVE MY HAIR. its fucking interesting and i can't bare to like ... even think of it getting wasted. DAMN IT. fucking hell.
DAMN IT !!! argh !!! went to school late. cause we couldn't get up. heh. whichever. tomorrow is anatomy and physiology. and i am going to enjoy it ; AS ALWAYS. heh heh.
*evill laugh with the thunder lighting and all those works. heh. MY FUCKING B'DAE IS COMING.and suddenly ...
here comes the rain ; as always.
sweet reverie. withdrawal symtoms.god damned it.
kaaye\.- so close to loosing it.
this close.
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