Saturday, November 04, 2006
its november the 4th.for those that don't know.
its a very important day.
to me at least.and those that are near me ,
you should definately know why. so yes.
its november the 4th. one year people. ONE YEAR !!! ha !!!
in the faces of those that thought i couldn't do it. oh wells.
i don't know whether this is a complaint. or what so ever you wish to classify it as , but ...
the only people that remembered how important this day is to me. are not those i had expected it to be. frankly , i expected it to be
tiffany , denyse , wenny and esther. out of these 4. none. maybe wenny. i don't know. but ... no one remembered. and each promised something on that day , that they would spend it with me.
to drink till be drop and forget our mother's names. not one in sight.
when some of these 4 even said ... i quote.
i put it in my organizer already. 'SEE !!!'unquote.
the only ones that remembered was
wei wei and stephaine.i didn't know wei wei remembered. don't even bother taking about steph.
i not even that close to her to begin with. and
she is spending it with me. later that is. but whichever it is , she is. bottom line. she is. i don't know. maybe its just me.
i think it is just me. i am being overly sensitive.
but a simple sms won't kill.now would it ???
i try to be there for everyone.
but i know i am not superwoman. i can't always be there when my personal load is already eating me inside out. and yes.
i feel like i am in this world , with less people that rememeber my existence than i thought there would be.maybe i am expecting too much.
kaaye\.- ironic.
i don't know.
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