the very vain grandmother that brought about the grandkid.
me little boy ; matthew.
uh huh. the family pictures at a fucking wedding. many more.
but i only got hold of a few.
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but back to reality.
i went to watch happy feet yesterday !!!
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omfg. the fucking penguins are so fucking cute. you just want to go up to them and give them a hug or pinch their cheeks. omfg. especially when they just got out of their eggs. omfg. its freakingly cute. ha ha.
went for a wedding dinner yesterday. the entire family was there. grand parents and all. omfg. i tell you. the food was only so - so. not the usual wedding dinner. oh wells. PEOPLE KEPT CRYING. like ... what the punani. i became ; tissue boy.
they played like a gazillion nice songs. cause they were either jazz or mambo.
talk about music and life.
ha ha.
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you know ... having a history of your past entries is not a good thing. not a good thing at all. as my itchy fingers permitted ; i went back to the older blog. read the entries when i was with that particular someone. interesting note ... i never did treasure what i had ? entries besides the mere 1 or 2 'happy' entries the rest were well , down the sewers.
and then you might ask ; then why can't you get over and done with her ? good question. i need an answer that i might never find. tell me , how cool is that. seriously. how cool is that. ohmotherfuckingstrawberryshortcakebananapie.
trust me if you may ; the heart's in the freezer still. smiles are temporary. its dawned on me that the feeling of that is so far ... i daren't even think about it. to think of even letting it come close. NOPE. its far and its going to stay that way. yes it would.
what is hte use of having many. when you only want that particular one. that does not need you the way you need her.
away you go now.
kaaye\.
- would you save the last dance for me.
memories locked at Wednesday, November 29, 2006