never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Wednesday, December 13, 2006
okay. so after thinking of the dog and dreaming of it. and talking to people till my heart melts all over again everytime i talk about the beagel. I AM GETTING THE BEAGEL. yes. that one. with the very emo looking face. and NOT the schnauzer. and yes. i think my dog is going to be GAY. cause ... *points to self. bro's dog is gay too ... and so is wei's ... so ... i think ... its a wierd kinda 'NORMAL'. heh. =))

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unto another topic now. i just read bro's diary. YES BRO. I READ YOUR DIARY. don't get fucking emotional on me.

but then again. you did have a point. i don't know. i don't think that you are wierd. cause if you were. then how can jenny , denyse and i be such good friends with you ! it's total crap. i don't have ALOT of friends. i just have a few. you guys ; the poly girls ; my new classmates ; and then comes the 'wu-eh bo-eh'. aka here and there friends.

maybe its the part where by i open myself. the part where by ... i make 'myself' an open book. they see the side of me i want them to. the side of me that i know would somehow interest them. then leave it as it is ... till we get closer as friends then they get to see the real me. only you guys and the poly girls have seen. along with a few others.

its the part of being open. AND I KNOW. ITS NOT LIKE YOU DON'T WANT TO BE OPEN. then again ... think about this. how could you have had so many friends back in secondary school but not as many today ? IT IS POSSIBLE TO HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE AGAIN. come on.

ITS NOT THE END.
cause the end is only when the megawatt light refuses to use the energy that is has in the generator to shine. and ... I KNOW YOU CAN SHINE. brighter then me if you want to. brighter then the 3 of us. ITS JUST A MATTER OF HOW. and that ... i can't teach you. open yourself up. you won't feel so troubled and you'd be happier. i assure you.

i assure you.
'nothing is impossible'.
<- you told me that.


kaaye\.


- getting married.
getting a baby.
getting tied down.
SOUNDS FUN !!!

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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