- held up in my own carceration of doubt\.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

R.I.P : Cupcake Wayne
26th December 2006
Born : 3rd November 2006

when they said that love stories always have a bitter end , i never believed. i thought of so many things to do with you baby. i really did. you promised me to play ball on the beach. remember ? daddy misses you alot.

he doesn't know what to do now. daddy misses you. daddy misses you alot. i miss waking up at 4 to stroke you to sleep. i miss you sleeping on daddy's tummy. and biting everything you see in sight. daddy misses you alot. now daddy doesn't know what to do. all so lost. with nothing to grap hold of.

you made the best possible boy.
in 3 days you capture my heart.
and when they say forever ; belief is up to you.
wayne.
daddy loves you ; forever.
belief that.
your image just won't break.

kaaye\.

- i would have made you my son ;
if given another chance.
nothing would change.

memories locked at Wednesday, December 27, 2006

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.

likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.

dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.

wish list\.
~~that calculator casio watch.~~
that pair of rock and republic pants.
~~that perfect messenger bag.~~
that new PDA !!!
~~that new laptop.~~
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
~~that new tops from pull and bear.~~
that new pair of jeans.
~~that flesh imp top.~~
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.