Monday, January 29, 2007
i don't know about you. but for me ,
i realise that each and every person in my life has taught me something. something very important that
books don't state and lab practical sessions won't give. each and every single person i know ; major or little has influenced me SOMEHOW.
in one way or another.lets start with the basics of my life.
- my very disfunctional family. my dad ; my mum ; my grand parents ; my sister ; my aunt.
my dad and mum. to me.
they are important ; yes. but then again on another hand. what they taught me was ;
betrayal between you and your loved one is and was 'normal'. that its
perfectly fine to do so. that
cheating people or conning your own flesh and blood for money was acceptable. that ,
its okay if i squander money over stupid things. cause
somehow i can get money to cover the bills ; keep the roof over our heads ; put food on our table.
they taught me ,
how ugly the world can be. with all the 2 faced people. who backstabb you.
but they are the exact same people that tell you ; they love you.my grandparents.without which , i think that
i would have turned out to be a rotten grape even before i was set to grow. my early years were with my grandparents.
weekday and week ends on long were spent with them. like it or not they were always there.
to attend to my little needs or wants to the best of their abilities. they taught me manners. they taught me integrity. they taught me how to protect myself
against people like my parents who might be more brutal out there.
my sister.she taught me
to smile it off. to take things with more then just a pinch of salt. to just smile it off. bad or good. smile it off.
a new day will come and it would be better. she taught me
to be positive. which i haven't really gotten to.
just yet. my aunt.she taught me
table manners. how to behave. and to think and not be santa claus to my parents. something small
might be small , but it
might be worth more then just that. to put family first ,
morals and ethics held firm no matter what problems we might face. =
secondly ; the family i choose.- my friends.stc ; ting tong's ; etc.
wenny.she taught me to make sure what i was doing had its worth.
in gold or what so ever. she taught me to be
MORE responsible ; rationale ; resistive. cause i am a twit. she taught me
to be strong when ever the going gets tough.
that friends stick by each other.
denyse.she taught me.
life is not a bed of roses. but who says we have to live by that. rules are meant to be broken. she also taught me to
spend wisely. and to
SAVE MONEY !!! cause i know ...
i don't.jenny.she taught me how
not to be affected by things around you. let things go and most probably
they will suffice and work out fine. somehow. they always will.
to be happy go lucky and everything will fall into place. FOR SURE.
ling and wei.oh ... these 2 were there when
i first cried so damn badly in class. when wayne passed. when ... well ... when everything happened. ungalm and all.
they were there. these 2 made me realise
that friends are as important as life in itself. that friends
can be trusted. that i can count on them in case of anything that might happen.
that only through understanding the problem and
hitting our heads on brick walls ;
knowing the pain would we understand what we can and what we cannot do.
esther.she taught me
HOW TO BE AUNTY.
how to always think of the kids that see you as everything that you think you are not. that ... when i go running. i can meet her and gossip and end up crying or what so ever ,
and feel better. that gossiping can really
heal people.=
everyone has taught me something.everyone who's important in my life.
how about you.
kaaye\.- to the things we never understand ;is there the need.
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