our very first pic. =))
my banana and the monkey !!!
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now that its all said and done.
i can't believe that you are the one.
to build me up and tear me down.
like an old abandoned house.
what you said when you left.
just left me cold and out of breathe.
i fell a those ways too deep.
i guess i let you get the best of me.
well ... i never saw it coming.
i should have saw it running.
a long long time ago.
and i never thought i doubt you.
i thought i would be better without you.
more then you.
more then you.
more then you know.
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its irritating. i didn't get my maths paper one properly done again. AGAIN. its irritating the fuck out of me. i can't take it. i can't !!! oh my fucking mother fucking cunting christ. i got a D7. and i have to retake the whole fucking exam AGAIN. this year. its going to be my last chance. ... and i sure as hell hate to even think about it.
this is so fucking irritating.
i can't put it into words.
next week starting from tomorrow. its going to be a roller coaster ride. monday ... which is tomorrow. will be the last week of school for me. then there is my first anniversary. OBVIOUSLY I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT. then ... tuesday i got to help my grams clean the house and floor.
wednesday is valentine's day. thursday ... i have no idea ; just yet. friday ... seems like i have to go down to chee na town , go tanning with my sister and watch matthew at his little concert in school. saturday will be ... reunion dinner. sunday would be chee na new year already. another year. another chance at redemption.
to god be the glory.
i need all the help and redemption i can possibly get.
karma's not helping.
kaaye\.
- i wonder ;
what i'd turn out if not for you.
memories locked at Sunday, February 11, 2007