never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
i don't know. but ... i feel so lucky to have her in my very dark life. maybe its just me. i don't know. i can't stop thinking or looking at her every single time that i am with her. she's like some happy pill or some drug that has no side effects or no price tag. its something that neither you or i can just with money that we have in our banks. its something so much more and i ... and i am very very thankful for that.

its so queer. i can still remmeber ... it was all a mistake to start the entire relationship out with. it felt so special. and it still does. amazingly. it still does have that spark. everytime i look into her eyes .. i feel so damn fucking happy for some wierd reason. no matter how bad we argue ; no matter how much pain i might have caused her - unknowingly ; no matter how much time we don't spend together. i am still that fucking happy.

its just amazing.


=


went out with my banana today !!! cause dearest secretary was sick with stupid cramps. i hate mens. they cock up everything !! argh !!! anyways ... we still had alot of fun. picked her up from her gym. [ for once i was actually on time. heh heh. ] can you imagine that !!! ha ha. LOL. whichever. we went to watch ... 'the pursuit of happyness'. its not a bad show. pretty interesting actually.

then we went to ... drink at indo chine. the one at wisma. then ... went to ... have dinner at crystal jade. oh man ... the porridge still tastes as good as ever !!! =)) ha ha. then went back home. i tell you. i hate my low blood pressure. i almost died in the bus. but then ... never mind that. i tell you ... i wanted to kill myself. my tian.

anyways ... i am staying over at my tiong house tonight. too lazy to head home.
oh ... and i got my bus tickets to KL yesterday !!! woo wee ... =)) my banana and i are going for our first holiday together. not to mention , my first holiday not with any family memebers or adults and also the first one with my girl friend !!! ha ha.
I CAN'T WAIT !!!
=))
i am a happy piece fo shit.


kaaye\.


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all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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