Sunday, April 29, 2007
everything said and done.
but nothing known.into your arms i fall.but nothing known.
never liked the feeling ;oh , i never will.
there is something incomplete.but nothing is shown.
into your eyes i see ;
but nothing falls short but endless nightmares.of the time i fell unknowingly.
comfortable is not a feeling that is close enough to hand.but nothing is felt.
=
its monday. oh man.
i loved the morning. banana came over to redhill to send me to school !!! can you believe it ???
and considering she stays a million miles away and everything ... oh my god. whichever it was , we came to school ; had breakfast and everything then she went off. i went to class. its A&P.
no i am not enjoying it the least bit.
cause i am fucking tired and drained out.had lunch with
krystal and leisha. oh my tian. i so feel like smoking. but ... i guess i just have to resist.
BUT RESISTENCE IS FUTILE ; IS IT NOT ??? kill me now.
kill me now. gawd. whichever it is ...
krys and i want to have a stay in movie night. and
we can't wait. =)) and of course we talked about stuffs.
old ; new ; concurrent. you know how everyone of us has this particular person for us. like ...
your someone. that someone is someone ...
you cannot forget or even think other than this particular person.
whenever you feel loved ,
that person's image comes to mind. no i am not talking about your current bf/gf. but ...
someone. it
might be your bf/gf. but ... its usually not the attache. do you ???
THAT SOMEONE.i know who my someone is. do you ???
its scary. but its all so true.
we ain't alone in the whole entire process. everyone has a someone.
who we cannot forget. cannot forgive. always reminisce. always long for. but the problem here is that
you don't quite know if it is ... more of longing and super strong liking that you want the person.
or do you really want the person back. what would you do then.kaaye\.- what you might hear and know.might not be what i feel.
memories locked at Sunday, April 29, 2007