never saw it coming.
i should have started running.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Been looking forward to the future.
But my eyesight is going bad.
And this crystal ball.
It's always cloudy except for ;
When you look into the past.
One night stand.
One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories.
even though they weren't so great ...
"He tastes like you only sweeter".
One night, yeah,
and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
=
elo elo. i skipped fyp meeting today !!! hurry hurry say i did the right thing. heh. anyways ... it was pretty fun actually ... went to meet banana after school yesterday. picked her up from work , went to boat quay. had dinner. then ... went to watch a movie at ceni. 'bridge to teribitha' or something along those lines. went back to her place. then erm ... slept. woke her up at 10 this morning ... cause i couldn't sleep anymore and i don't know why. slacked. watched tv. played with the dogs.
headed to temasek poly today. at like ... 2 in the afternoon. cause she had to go for some graduation fitting thing. omfg. the gown is ugly. but i guess ... 'wearable'. then erm ... i came home to get my ez link card that i forgot to bring out yesterday. went back to town to meet wenny and banana went to meet her aunt.
met wenny , krystal and denyse today. had dinner at billy bombers ... after like slacking for a fucking long time at starbucks ... the one at like plaza singapura. yuppers. the billy bombers we went ... was the one at like ... cathy. the service and everything is so much better than that of the one at heeren. omfg. such big difference. but then the same company. left not long after. and now i am home sweet home. yuppers.
side note :
i swear to the heavens ; there is something terribly wrong with me. i am hearing things. more then last time. and the things i hear are ... very scary. at the same time ... it feels so real ... like someone is really saying those things. i feel like i am breaking down all again. i am going back down there. so soon ... i am so afraid of everything. and i feel like ... the world is breathing down my neck ... counting the amount of air i am breathing. and step i take.
with every step i am stepping into a familiar gallery of endless mind traps that i cannot win. i don't think i am feeling really very well. i can feel myself falling into the endless winter and no one's saving me. everything is so fake. nothing is real no more. people are failing. ties between friends are strained. its going down hill from now onwards.
it is.
and i know it.
kaaye\.
- one day this world is going to end.
as lies crumbling down.
memories locked at Wednesday, May 16, 2007
all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.
likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.
dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.
wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.
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