never saw it coming.
i should have started running.

Thursday, June 14, 2007
see darlings ; i have this things about dreaming. you know how certain things mean something and certain things mean something so so so much more then what they only seem to be. yes yes. that kinda thing. i have been having dreams. of the same person. that very person could be and might just be ; my person.

no no. names are not going to to mentioned.
you just fill in the blanks and hit me with an answer.


this is the most recent one :

i was at this place. i think it was some garden of somesort. it was really really nice. with all the greens and all the cute ducks swimming in this fat arse pond and all that. oh yes. that kinda thing. i am so so so sick and tired of listening to the trees and as i start to run around the park ; this person calls out my name and asks me where i was headed to.

saying something like ... 'you were supposed to wait there till i got back'.
apparently the person went to get something that i always loved. she was the first person who got me flowers anyway. for my birthday. no i didn't forget and i don't think i ever might just do.

i laid there in her arms and the scene changed into a hospital. i was dying or some sort. i saw lots of tubes and lines and hospital associated shitty stuffs all over the place. she was there. holding me ; hugging me to sleep. (yes yes. HURRAY actually. but i don't know why i was fretting in the dream.)

i told her she meant the world to me ; she started crying.
saying something like i am not going to make it through this final round.
that she knew that what she did was wrong.
and ... alot of others ... etc , etc , etc ...
0.o

hell yes.
i miss her.


kaaye\.


- keeps these dreams ;
they ain't mine anymore.

all about me;
kaaye\. 19years.
22nd november 1987.
overgrown kid.
taken.
my sanity's long gone.



likes\.
hanging out with my friends ; ALOT.
nice tasting alcohol in general ; erdinger ; mojito ; moet or blessed vc.
trance ; house ; rock ; alternative ; punk ; metal ; bossa nova / jazz.
new gadgets.
baking ; cupcakes and all.
shiny stuff.
the sun , the sand , the water = THE BEACH !!!
slacking like there is no such thing as time.



dislikes\.
the people i hate are all irritating !!!
horrid people ; with appalling characters.
people with horrid manners.
insects and such.
bad weather.
headaches ; ankle sprains.
BAD COFFEE !!!
greens.



wish list\.
that calculator casio watch.
that pair of rock and republic pants.
that perfect messenger bag.
that new PDA !!!
that new laptop.
that pair of adidas shoe-wees.
that pair of tiger shoe-wees.
that new jacket.
that nike haversack.
that new tops from pull and bear.
that new pair of jeans.
that flesh imp top.
that head porter bag.
that pair of lacoste shoe-wees.

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